Nohr took everything from me. Nohr took my father, my mother, and my relationship with my older siblings for the majority of my childhood and adolescence. I have every right to hate you and your siblings, and I did for a long time, but I don't. Not anymore. Because I got over myself for the sake of peace.
Maybe you should take some time to get over yourself, too. When you're done being a stubborn piece of shit, we'll be here.
Just how long do you think I've been able to live with all these horrible things that have happened? Months? Years? It hasn't been more than a week since I lost my sister and I myself was cut down. And now I am in this horrible world that I can barely understand. It very much feels like drowning.
Do forgive me if I don't have the patience for you and my brother's treacherous union or yourself for that matter.
If I was not willing to make peace with my own brother what chance did you think you have? Is it because you come from a world where it's all peace and prosperity? Utterly foolish. Spare me and do not seek me out again.
Why do you think I said to take time? I'm not stupid. With the way you were spouting about this place being some kind of afterlife, I know what happened before you arrived here. It tore me apart to hear about it. I grieved the loss, too. Both yours and Elise's. You were both allies to me. But apparently, you're not
[There's a pause here. He needs a minute.]
Look. I admit. I was in the wrong. I shouldn't have pushed you for an answer right now, and I'm sorry. I know you're grieving. I'm trying really hard to keep from saying things in anger, and I slipped up. It's really hard to keep my mouth shut when Leo is hurting.
I'm not going to raise my bow against you if I see you again. Hopefully the next time I see you, however long that takes, you'll be feeling better.
Please take care of yourself for your siblings' sakes, if nothing else. I'll leave you alone.
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Nohr took everything from me. Nohr took my father, my mother, and my relationship with my older siblings for the majority of my childhood and adolescence. I have every right to hate you and your siblings, and I did for a long time, but I don't. Not anymore. Because I got over myself for the sake of peace.
Maybe you should take some time to get over yourself, too. When you're done being a stubborn piece of shit, we'll be here.
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Just how long do you think I've been able to live with all these horrible things that have happened? Months? Years? It hasn't been more than a week since I lost my sister and I myself was cut down. And now I am in this horrible world that I can barely understand. It very much feels like drowning.
Do forgive me if I don't have the patience for you and my brother's treacherous union or yourself for that matter.
If I was not willing to make peace with my own brother what chance did you think you have? Is it because you come from a world where it's all peace and prosperity? Utterly foolish. Spare me and do not seek me out again.
This is your last warning, Hoshidan.
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[There's a pause here. He needs a minute.]
Look. I admit. I was in the wrong. I shouldn't have pushed you for an answer right now, and I'm sorry. I know you're grieving. I'm trying really hard to keep from saying things in anger, and I slipped up. It's really hard to keep my mouth shut when Leo is hurting.
I'm not going to raise my bow against you if I see you again. Hopefully the next time I see you, however long that takes, you'll be feeling better.
Please take care of yourself for your siblings' sakes, if nothing else. I'll leave you alone.